The Night I Made You Cry
by SAV
I was lying in the sheets,
My head in motion,
Like the spin on a top,
I got up and took something to make it all stop,
But it only made me scared when I couldn’t,
It did not.
So now I’m sitting in the bathroon,
I’m not thinking clear,
Looking at someone else in the bathroom mirror,
Who is this person I do not recognize,
Why is there still fear and loneliness in her eyes?
Go away, go away, was all I could feel,
You’re a nothing,
Worthless shit,
Not even real!
I only wanted back myself in the end,
To kill the rest I thought would never mend.
Now I’m back in your arrrs,
“Tom, my stomach hurts,”
My God what have I done?
“You’re so stupid,” I curse.
Verification is close at hand,
It’s all in your eyes,
And the grab of your hands,
Disgust in the air,
Trembling in your stare.
And the only response,
The same answer I want:
WHY?
And you cried and you cried,
And I...
I died.
